I arrive in a very hazy room, there is a large trapezium, perhaps around six feet tall, in front and to the left. Initially, the top is bright as if lit, but the light soon fades. The tall Grey is with me. Explaining that I’m having a very hard time making out any detail, I ask for his hand to ground me. Something seems off about both the object and the room. I ask to see it as it really is. He tells me that this is something hard for humans to understand visually. I ask to see it as he sees it. He points out that their vision is markedly different than ours, and it would be impossible for me to see anything the way they do.
This object is for “empowerment”. Given that most of the things the Greys have shown me are purposed for either raising hybrid children or working with souls, I assume he means spiritual empowerment. It also occurs to me that we may be above the Laboratory as if this object is what feeds the machine which they use to tinker with souls. He corrects me, this object is for empowering the ship. Without it the ship and everything inside would die is the implication. Is the ship alive? He is trying to convey to me the idea that the ship and everyone on board are given life via this object. The answer to my question is apparently too complicated. I ask him who gave them this technology, but he telepathically knows that I’m assuming the Mantis entities did, and he confirms this. They gave them everything, he emphasizes.
There is no discussion of how exactly it provides power to the ship or its occupants, nor do I think to ask. This is another one of those sessions where they have little to say about what they are showing me, which in turn always leads to a feeling of boredom on my part. I begin to think that perhaps this room is below the rooms we have seen before. He cuts me off mid-thought to explain that spatial relationships are different on this ship than as I am used to. The closure process begins and I welcome it. A lingering feeling remains that there was something odd about what I have seen today. As if what I was shown is not what it seems. The area we were in did not seem nearly as “real” as these visits usually feel. Perhaps my projection was weak?
-Pete